Losing Your Close Friends

Losing your best friend or close friend might gonna be stressful for you. Well, that happened to me. Right now, it's a matter of losing them and making them my enemies or me being a stranger to them.

Both of them are really good friends with me. Especially one of them, he is my 'brother'. he was so close to me when i was still 7th grade and I miss those moments.

Now he changed. i cried for him and i feel pathetic about it. i don't like him or something but you know what, i deserve it.

Why? because, he liked me and he really cared about me but all I did was, i dated with another guy and he was there for me, backing me up when i had problems with my ex-boyfriend.

now he deserves to be happy with another junior, my junior. it's kind of sad to think all the bad things that he is probably saying to my junior. plus, right after our conversation, he tweeted something and i think he's directing it to me. Which caused me break down in tears.

It's really screwed but, eh, what do i have in chances? idk. I can only oray that everything will be alright :)